I came on to say that I've got nothing to write about.

Hang on, I do have something.

I've been going to sleep around 2 or 3am coz I've been working on a t-shirt design that will be the first for the empire the Frequent Flyer and I are building. What empire? you ask. Ah....that would be telling. Suffice to say that since it is something that the Frequent Flyer and I are pouring our combined efforts into (with our powers combined...!), when the time comes to unleash it the world will tremble at its core. With delicious pleasure. True story.

The Frequent Flyer has been calling me DD on her webjournal. "What's that, then?" I enquired on our semi-daily timewasting endeavour on MSN Messenger, " Double Dagent?" It certainly isn't my bra size.

I am home alone right now. The sun is setting, the house is filling up with shadows and the only bright light is the one staring at me from this computer screen. My knees are cold. I have three cigarettes left. It's going to be a long, lonely night.

Of course, I chose it. I don't know why, I'm in dire need for some real alone time, I guess. Channel flipping later, maybe try some meditation (or not, i've been drinking), or maybe I'll get to writing out my list of beliefs which I've been meaning to do. We started on the Frequent Flyer's list today. It was tough, trying to remember how to even begin. It's been maybe two years since the last time I did mine. "I believe that other people's needs are more important than my own" was one of them. It was only a few months before I could cross that one off my list. I was so proud of me.

"I believe my life will be a waste if I don't achieve something grand before I die." That's the first one for my list of limiting beliefs.

"I believe I have an unending supply of love to give, unconditionally." That's the first one for my list of positive beliefs.

Okay. I've gotta go warm my knees up.